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Impasto

by ZAAQQARA

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1.
Trance 06:25
I accepted your insanity In turn I drove myself crazy You were my favorite enemy You were my favorite everything But you made me feel beautiful Felt like I gained the world and my soul I washed your feet most every night Finger print scriptures on my inner thigh Back and forth and up and down Wanna cry for you but I can’t make a sound You say you’re trying to be whole again One day we’re fighting then we’re holding hands And you build me then break me down Sometimes it’s better when you’re not around Be we keep falling back into this dance Oh Gideon let Ramona out your trance Our heartbeats are never in sync (Intertwining to infinity Dysfunction keeps it interesting) I close my eyes, wide awake Caressing skin and limbs Like a quadriplegic in a dream But things are never as they seem We’re just broken pieces I move so strategic My body is a game of Jenga And you are the losing piece I pray that you don’t take yourself away (We keep going) Back and forth and up and down Wanna cry for you but I can’t make a sound You say you’re trying to be whole again One day we’re fighting then we’re holding hands And you build me then break me down Sometimes it’s better when you’re not around Be we keep falling back into this dance Oh Gideon let Ramona out your trance These bruises have become dark memories of that one time we fell apart, that time you broke my heart, that time you lost control and instead of running far I reached for your hands to hold Tiger striped tattoos and voicemails filled with ‘I love yous’ and breakups that just didn’t and promises that don’t amount to anything Are we anything anymore?
2.
Saturns rings around the moon The rumors lost were once renewed I found your oversized sweater The scent of Camels & booze I played my thoughts to you Warn fingertips on rusty strings I loaned my shoulder to a loner Not used to borrowing things I shared my words with you You leaned me some lyrics every now and then And time just slipped away In between our practice days Saturns rings around the moon The rumors lost were once renewed I found your oversized sweater The scent of Camels & booze Played gigs for fatty foods Took long walks in the park I held close all your secrets But I couldnt hold your heart Like water in my cupped hands You just slipped through the cracks That effervescent child ain’t never coming back Maybe you’ll return on the other side of the tracks 
3.
Linoleum 04:18
Take me to the place where you broke my bones and cut my hair Linoleum and rust and the sweet scent of dust lingers in the air You held me close and tucked my hair behind my ear Standing nude I felt your warmth and lost my fear I daydreamed that one day you’d love me And you’d exceed all my expectations I believed that you never lied You just had a vivid imagination Day by day I lived as a damsel in distress Cried for years, I prayed and prayed Still I was left To teach myself to cut my hair and hide my tears Whispered all my hopes and dreams to broken mirrors I daydreamed that one day you’d love me And you’d exceed all my expectations I believed that you never lied You just had a vivid imagination And so did I… Mommy I’m so tired Can I rest a while Forget the past and transcend I’ve been moving so fast and I still can’t see the end You told me I was special but you didn’t tell me it would be this hard I woke up a stranger the last time I fell asleep wrapped in your arms Do you remember what you dreamt that night? I’ve been stumbling trying to find the light
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Scrabble 02:33
5.
Rattlesnake Roads and venom soaked skies There are whispers in these mountains I see them when I close my eyes Oxygen so juicy, we’re breathing underwater I am but an infant trying to find my father I heard an echo calling my name from far away There’s no direction here It only rains enough to wash away all of the evidence Pay no attention to the signs, learn to read between the lines Gentle rustle up ahead, ain’t no one here to watch your step Tommy wraps his arms around me, whispers soft into my ear I have built these landscapes, quenched my thirst with sweat and tears I heard and echo calling my name from far away The nights are harsher here The sun only goes down to let the shadows play on the mountain tops
6.
Trip 03:14
Missing the high pitch whistle screech from the road-trip It’s been nearly a year since we flew I can’t say I’m disappointed I would rather be nowhere Would rather be nowhere with you And even fatigue felt good We’re fully awake with bone aches Exploring new neighborhoods No I can’t remember a single mistake No wrong angle Still get that fuzzy spinning feeling from our first kiss It’s been nearly a year since we knew And I can’t say I’m disappointed I would rather be nowhere And hopelessly in love with you Even fatigue feels good We’re fully awake with bone aches Exploring new neighborhoods No I can’t remember a single mistake Not one wrong turn No wrong exits

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released April 17, 2023

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ZAAQQARA New Haven, Connecticut

ZAAQQARA is a captivating multi-instrumentalist and composer recognized for her unwavering zeal in meticulously crafting immersive auditory landscapes that captivate the senses. Her musical odyssey spans various roles, from vocalist and bassist to percussionist. Beyond her solo ventures, ZAAQQARA collaborates with her partner Zymatik to form the experimental electronic duo, 'Zygote. ... more

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